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My Sex Life
I have an ordinary middle aged life with the house; the children; the
cat; the community; the wife; etc. However, I have had an interesting
sex life. The Internet affords me an opportunity to cater to
exhibitionism and let all us voyeurs watch as I relive My Sex Life,
especially all the parts that nobody else knows about.
All of the stories written here are true. It?s been spiced up with
added details to hold the interest of the reader, but the vignettes
as
portrayed actually happened.
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In the summer of 1968, I was 14 years old By now, I had started
cumming sperm when I jacked off, and I had a few hairs around my crotch
area. Mark was 16 and still a big guy. The first week that school was
out in June, it turned really warm and we both wanted to go camping
out
in the back yard. We were all set for a big fight (we used to fight
a
lot) when our mother laid down the law that we could both share, or
no
one was camping out. This was fine by me, but Mark had planned to have
a couple of his friends come over and didn?t want me tagging along.
Well, his friends did come over and they begrudgingly let me join them
(my mother said so!). Tim lived a couple of blocks away was the most
mature of Mark?s friends. He was a little shorter than Mark, but with
a
muscular build and dark hair. He was already shaving on a regular
basis. Jimmy was the least mature of Mark?s friends and lived across
the street. He was skinny and my height. Even though he, Tim and Mark
were older and two grades ahead of me in school, Jimmy and I used to
play with each a lot and he had even gone out with me one night the
previous year on one of my ?naked runs.? So I knew he was as
undeveloped as I was at that time.
We were all snuggled in our sleeping bags and I had taken off my
underwear inside the bag. I usually liked to sleep naked and it was
a
turn on for me to be crammed into this tent with three other guys who
didn?t know I was naked. I was softly stroking myself when, in the
darkness, I heard Jimmy next to me ask, ?You ever play with yourself??
Startled, my hand left my stiff cock. I thought about it and I said,
?Yeah, I have. It feels good.?
?It?s called jerking off,? said Jimmy. ?You want to do it now??
?Yeah,? I said as I grabbed my naked cock again. ?Let?s do it.?
?It?s called masturbation, you retards,? said my brother from the other
side of Tim, ?and Dad?ll kill you if he ever catches you doing it.?
?What?? I said scornfully, ?are you going to tell him? You don?t whack
off yourself cock sucker??
?I?m not the cock sucker,? said Mark, ?You are.?
My heart suddenly began beating very fast. This was not fair, I
thought, but not being very good at trading insults with the older
boys, I said feebly, ?What are you talking about ??
?Why don?t you suck my cock like you did last year?? said Mark
savagely. He was getting back at me because I insisted on sleeping out
with him and Tim and Jimmy.
?Hey, what?s this about,? said Tim next to me. ?Greggy sucks cock??
?Yeah,? said Mark, ?He chomped down on mine tool real good last time.
He loved it.?
?Mark!? I said in dismay, my erection wilting. How could he betray me
like this? But again, my stupid mouth betrayed me. ?You?re the one
that liked it!? I blurted out.
?Shit!? said Tim, ?and here I am pissed off that we can?t look at the
Playboys I brought because your little brother is here, and he turns
out
to be a cock sucker.
?You can?t tell anyone!? I insisted as my mouth kept on going.
?Wow, neat.? said Jimmy. ?You really sucked your brother?s cock??
?I don?t want to talk about it,? I said lamely.
Tim got out of his sleeping bag and rummaged through his knapsack. He
pulled out a few well worn Playboy magazines and threw them down in
front of us. Then, in the shadowy darkness, he took off his underwear
and laid on his stomach on top of his sleeping bag. He turned on his
flashlight and opened up one of the Playboy?s.
In spite of my humiliation, I scooted over, half out of my sleeping
bag
to get a look. So did Mark and Jimmy (who was probably still holding
onto his hard dick). Although I had been reading porn novels for
awhile, I had never had a chance to look at any nude magazines. Jeff
didn?t have any in his collection. So I was fascinated.
We were all huddled together lying on our stomachs but Tim was the only
one all the way out of his sleeping bag. I could see hair on the back
of his muscular ass if I glanced backwards, which I did. My cock was
gettting hard again and I was gently rubbing it against my bag as Tim
turned the pages.
?Far out,? said my bother as Tim shone the light on the perfect breasts
of a centerfold. I could see him moving around in his bag, and realized
that he was getting off his underwear also.
We kept on looking at various sexually alluring pictures. Jimmy was
half on his side and his arm was moving under him.
?Shit, we gotta do something here,? said Tim as he turned over, laid
on
his back and grabbed his erection.
He shined the flashlight on himself and my eyes bugged. His cock was
the same length as the mine or Mark?s but it was massively thick. And
he was really hairy. He had hair on his chest, a few hairs were even
growing around his big nipples, and the went down his stomach to his
large jutting cock which was surrounded by hair. I could see his balls
and they looked big and black in the shadows. The tip of his tool was
glistening in the light with precum.
?Hey, Greggy,? said Tim grabbing his meat, ?Why don?t you suck on
this??
I froze, my eyes darting to my brother for support. But he looked
away. He didn?t egg Tim on, but he didn?t say stop either. He was, I?m
sure, of two very different minds about this. He was as horny as the
rest of us, but I?m sure he was also regretting that he had told the
guys about our personal ?secret.?
?Yeah Greg,? Jimmy said, ?Go ahead and do him.? He pulled his bag off
and had his fist around his thin cock, pumping slowly up and down. His
eyes shone with anticipation and he licked his lips.
I was between Jimmy and Tim and Mark was on the other side of Tim. I
kept on looking at my brother and softly said, ?Mark??
?C?mon Greggy,? said Tim. ?You know you want to.. Let?s see what
you?ve got to show.? Tim unzipped my bag and shined the light on my
ass. ?C?mon, turn it over,? he said, giving my ass a hard smack!
?Ow,? I complained as I rolled over away from his hand. My hard peter
bounced into the flashlight and a sticky trail of precum stretched out
from the bag to my cock, then broke.
?Hey, you?re ready, c?mon,? he said grabbing my stiff dick. ?C?mon,
suck me.?
I again looked at Mark for help and hesitantly said, ?Stop, I don?t...?
but, I didn?t pull away from Tim?s hot hand. My hips twitched
involuntarily and my cock moved in his fist.
Now Mark said, ? Hey, you?re the one that wanted to sleep out here with
the big boys. Why don?t you go ahead and suck him.?
I was dismayed at this betrayal by my older brother. He was supposed
to protect me! With that, my will weakened. I felt very alone and when
Tim let go of my dick, put his hand behind my neck and started guiding
my head to his thick cock, I didn?t know if I should resist.
?C?mon Greggy,? said Jimmy, ?Get on out of the bag.?
He pushed my ass and I was manipulated to get on my hands and knees.
My heart was racing now as Tim positioned my head over his big cock.
Jimmy had his face down near my belly and reached out and ran his hand
up and down my twitching tool.
?Man, that feels good,? one part of my mind was saying. Another part
was terrified. And the danger part that liked doing crazy things
without getting caught had my heart hammering and my cock buzzing.
?Yeah, baby,? said Tim. He gave the flashlight to my brother who kept
it shining on Tim?s pole. Tim grabbed it with his other hand and said,
?Lick it.?
Craning my neck down, it looked like a huge mushroom. ?What the hell,?
my flushed body sensually insisted, ?Do it!?
I licked the tip of his giant head, taking off the drop of pre-cum,
puzzling over this forbidden taste.
?Mmmmm,? he murmured, thrusting his hips up and mashing my lips with
his cock. ?Keep on licking. Lick it good.?
Mark kept the light on us while grabbing his own erection, but Jimmy
had gotten up on his knees behind me now and started jerking off while
rubbing his hand, cock and body against my ass.
I was trapped by my own raging horniness, and I started licking the
whole head of his dick as Tim?s hand moved it back and forth.
?Great,? he moaned.
This is what I had been reading about, so I had a better idea of what
to do now, in spite of the fact that it was girl who was supposed to
be
doing this to a guy. I licked the sides of his thick tool, wetting the
stiff shaft. My saliva covered his flesh, and he moaned and moved his
hand away as my tongue got to the base of his meat and I tongued the
top
of his balls.
Suddenly he cried, ?Suck it!? and with one hand on my head and another
on his cock, he pulled back and forced it into my mouth.
I frantically tried to keep him in place, but his massive pole
stretched my lips and filled my mouth. His hips were thrusting into
to
me and the big head started hitting the back of my throat. But now,
this time, instead of trying to stop it, I was totally turned on by
the
whole scene. This was a pornographic fantasy come true! It was wildly
erotic sucking Tim?s cock with Jimmy beating off on my ass and my
brother watching. It was a forbidden thing that had me panting and
totally losing any inhibitions I might have thought about. I drew in
a
breath through my nostrils, getting further aroused by the sex smell
of
the tent. I reached down and cupped Tim?s balls and stupidly tried to
get more of the enormous shaft into my mouth.
?What a pervert! This is great!? cried Jimmy as slap!, slap, slap, he
hit his dick against my ass.
?Yeah, do it cock sucker!? yelled my brother as he watched, his hand
working up and down his own pole.
?Now take it!? yelled Tim, ? take my load in your mouth". He hips
sped up his pumping and he started moaning "Take it!" Then
he put both
hands on the back of my head and thrust his massive tool hard into my
mouth, into my throat, and his body shuddered as his his hot seed was
shooting into my mouth and down my throat. Blast after blast of his
spunk kept cumming as he he kept on thrusting and I tried not to choke.
He forced me to swallow his entire load until he was spent. Only then
did he let go. As I came up for air, my brother immediately grabbed
me
and said, ?Now finish me off.?
I still had Tim?s cum dribbling out of my mouth as Mark guided my head
to his bent cock and thrust it between my lips. This time he too had
no
reservations about slamming his dick all the way into to my throat.
He
kept his hand on the back of my neck as I tried to breathe and take
him
in at the same time. It was actually a little easier as my gag reflex
seemed to be desensitized and his tool was not nearly as thick as Tim?s
was. As he thrust his hips into my mouth, I felt Jimmy?s cock rubbing
up and and down the crack of my ass. He finally found the puckered bud
of my anus and he started pressing against it with the tip of his thin
hard manhood. I could feel his hands spreading my asscheeks, trying
to
open up my asshole enough to shove his cock inside, but, I was so lost
in the throes of passion, that I paid no attention to what he was doing.
I had read all about ass fucking, but porn fantasies were now not on
my
mind at all. I was engaged in the real thing. All I knew was that I
was so hot I felt like exploding myself. Then, lubricated slightly by
his precum, Jimmy?s small head pushed open my anal ring.
I heard Tim say, ?You homo, you?re fucking him in the ass.?
?Ungghhhhhh! NNNNnnnnnnngghhh? I yelled through my brother?s
thrusting cock. It was like somebody had shoved a sharp stick up my
ass.
I tried to move my butt, and I clenched my asshole, but Jimmy was
pulling me, trying to dryfuck his peter farther into my wounded hole.
And my brother had no interest in what was going on at the other end
of
me. He started yelling himself, ?Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me!?
and his dick started pumping new cum into my mouth. At the same moment
that Jimmy?s was piercing my ass, Mark?s dick thrust deep into my throat
and he started shooting his hot goo directly down my gullet. I gagged
and pulled off, but he gripped my head tightly as he pumped more cum
into my mouth. Then, although Jimmy had only shoved the tip of his
head into my asshole, it felt like he was trying to wiggle a hot poker
into me. But that was enough to send him over the edge and he started
shooting off his load.
?Bitch! Fuck me bitch!? he cried. I felt the pain diminish. After the
first squirt, he must have pulled out of my violated anus, but he
continued to pump his dick and shoot off onto my asshole and all over
the crack of my ass.
My head was spinning and my whole body felt like a used dick and, still
on all fours, I grabbed my own cock and shot my load onto Tim?s sleeping
bag.
?Uhhhhnnnnhh! Uh! Uh! Uh!? I moaned as my body jerked with each
spasm. My brother?s cum was dribbling out of my mouth.
?Ooooooo,? moaned Jimmy as the last of his orgasm was spent on my ass.
As I pulled back from my brother?s still trembling dick, I passed over
Tim?s tool, and it was hard again. I stared in wonder.
?You guys are disgusting perverts,? said Tim his fist slowly pumping
his massively thick dong. ?And you shot your jiz all over my bag. You
should lick that up!?
I looked at him pleadingly, but he again put his hand behind my head
and forced it down to the puddled cum on his bag. I was revolted and
spent, but I was so mind fucked that I did as he demanded and cleaned
up
my own cum with my tongue, licking the bag free of all traces. At the
same time, he told Jimmy, ?And you lick up your cum, you little homo
assfucker.?
Now Jimmy was always a weird kid and he apparently had no trouble with
Tim?s demand, for I felt his tongue slurping away on my ass and running
sloppily over my asshole. In spite of myself, I was immediately turned
me on again and I could feel my spent cock rising.
?That was so good, I think we should do it again,? said Tim slyly.
?Come here mouth fucker.? With his hand still on the back of my head,
he guided me back to his re-energized dick.
God,no I thought, and I resisted a little, hoping my brother would say
something now that he was satisfied. But he remained silent as Tim
forced me to go down on him again. Even so, Jimmy was still licking
my
asshole and I was surprised how good it felt. The pain of the minor
invasion of his cock combined with the ministrations of his tongue had
rearoused me into a new rigidity. Now Tim started gently moving my head
up and down over his large shaft, enjoying the sensations of fucking
my
mouth. I tried my best to accommodate him, even though my lips were
starting to feel bruised and the previous cum was clogging up my throat.
Then Tim said to Jimmy, ?Smack his ass!?
?Tim,? said my brother, finally speaking up, ?Maybe we should....?
?Should nothing,? said Tim. ?Your baby brother is a cock sucker and
needs to be spanked. Go ahead, Jimmy, spank him.?
?Nnnnnnoohhh,? I mumbled around Tim?s giant cock, but no one paid
attention.
Jimmy slapped my ass.
?Unnnnnhhh,? I cried jerking my butt, but Tim kept his hands on my head
and began to increase the tempo of his mouth fucking.
Smack! Jimmy slapped me again and I jerked. It hurt!
Smack! smack! He hit me again and again and Tim started moaning and
thrusting in earnest. Smack! I couldn?t take anymore. My ass was
burning. Tim was blocking my throat again with every thrust, my lips
were sore, and I could barely breath.
Smack! Jimmy landed a sideways blow directly on my exposed asshole.
?NNNNGggghhhhhhh,? I moaned as Tim thrust again and started crying,
?Oh
yeah, Mouthfucker! Take it!?
He started pumping new shots of jism into my tonsils and I tried to
swallow to keep on breathing, but Jimmy kept on slapping my shaking
ass
and I gagged and coughed. Wads of cum rolled down the sides of Tim?s
dick as I coughed again onto his balls and belly.
Smack! Again Jimmy hit me.
?Stop it!? I cried. ?Just stop it!?
?Mouth fuc-ker!? sighed Tim contentedly. ?Wow.? He put his hand down
to his cock and felt his gooey sperm. ?Ugh. Jesus Greg, you made a
mess. Clean it up,? he said, nodding at his cock.
?Tim,? I protested.
?Tim,? mumbled Mark sleepily.
?Clean it up mouthfucker,? Tim warned. ?Clean it up and you?ll be all
done.?
Jimmy had stopped hitting me, but my ass was burning and my swollen
cock was pulsing, so, haltingly, I reached down and started licking
his
cum off his belly.
?Now the balls,? he said.
Even though I was revolted at being used, I was in a bizarre stage of
erotic pain, and I kept on licking, cleaning up his now flaccid dick
and
the spatters on his balls.
?Yes, that?s cool,? Tim said, ? You are one good mouthfucker.?
My brother hadn?t said a word this whole time and now his eyes were
closed. Jimmy too had already gotten back in his sleeping bag.
Although I still had a raging hard on, I was now acutely embarrassed,
and I crawled back into my own sleeping bag without a word. My ass was
still burning and my mouth was sore and sticky with cum. I remember
trying to clean my teeth as I fell asleep to troubled dreams. I also
remember waking up later in an orgasm of a wet dream involving big
muscled women rubbing themselves all over my body.
The next morning, one of the first things Jimmy said was, ?That was
great last night! You want to do it again??
?Shut up, Jimmy,? said Tim as Mark and I looked at him in silence.
?Just forget it, understand??
I looked gratefully at Tim as we all awkwardly got dressed.
Although Jimmy mentioned the experience several times later, in spite
of my trying to shut him down, neither my brother nor Tim ever said
anything about it again. It was not repeated.
It was this time in my life that I was turning into a regular little
pervert. In spite of my homosexual experiences though (I was only 14),
all of my fantasies were about fucking girls. I jerked off to vivid
scenes of the sexual molestation of woman and girls. My brothers novels
were electrifying. I still remember the one where the young teenage
brother fucked his young sister in the garage, then had their family
dog
fuck her while his friends watched. Then they all took turns fucking
her. I was immersed in a whole world of porno perversion and I wanted
to be part of it. I had been doing ?dangerous? things for a least a
year now, mostly in the summer when I could run around naked.
Sometimes I would get naked during the day and sneak around without
being seen. There were a large open fields across the street from our
house (now it?s all houses) and I could strip in one spot and walk
around with no clothes on in the summer when the grass was over my head.
I would take one of my brother?s porn novels and stroke my hard cock,
masturbating naked in the grass, knowing that somebody could walk by
me
three feet away and not see me. I would spurt my cum and walk around,
my dick still hard with semen dripping on my body. I never got caught
in the fields, but I did take risks, jerking off naked while I could
hear or see people walking by.
There was also an overgrown woods and swamp down the block where I
would strip, explore the undergrowth in the nude for half a mile in
any
direction. There were secret places for me to hide pornography and
masturbate in the clean, soft woods.
I had a newspaper route and I used to deliver my papers, at 5:30 AM,
in
the nude. I would ride my bike naked to the block of my route, and then
I would sneak from door to door, my heart pounding wildly at the thought
of getting caught. Sometimes I would get hard and jerk off at
somebody?s front door. The danger and the forbidden perversion of the
whole scene were aphrodisiacs to my pubescent teenage fantasies. I
always kept a pair of shorts in my paper bag to slip on, just case.
Once, after I had walked up to the front porch and delivered a paper,
I
turned around and saw a police car shining it?s spot on the houses,
moving towards me. I fell like a rock and killed myself getting my
shorts on, and when I stood back up, he was there in front of the
house, next to my parked bicycle. I was scared shitless. I walked out
and talked to him and he looked me over and asked ? Do you always dress
that way??
?No, it?s hot,? I said lamely. It wasn?t that hot, and I had nothing
on except for my shorts, paper bag and sneakers.
It turned out that a motorist had complained that there was a naked
man
chasing her down the street. We both figured she probably meant me on
my bicycle. Although, hopefully, he was figuring that I had had my
shorts on. I had been terrified that he was going to arrest me right
there.
I also liked to masturbate in semi-public places. Once, during a
school assembly, I snuck from backstage into the orchestra pit, took
off
all my clothes and whacked off while the kids were speaking onstage.
I
was lying there, entirely naked and while I couldn?t have been seen
from
the audience, if anybody on stage would have walked to the edge and
looked down, they could have seen me beating my meat, shooting my sperm
all over my chest and stomach.
I did the same thing in our church auditorium once. The minister was
giving a lecture and the audience was all adults. There was a way under
the stage from another part of the building. I crawled under, stripped
down and lay down naked right next to the front of the stage where there
were doors to store things underneath the stage. I looked through the
crack in the door and masturbated, fantasizing about various women in
the audience that I could see. Some of them were hot looking. I
remember that as being a particularly intense orgasm.
As an altar boy, we wore long red cassocks that covered our bodies down
to the floor along with a white blouse called a surplice. Before one
service in the evening, I took off my pants and underwear and conducted
services naked under the cassock. Again the silly danger of this got
me
aroused and my cock was hard most of the night, sticking out, rubbing
against the heavy material of the cassock. The second time I did it
at
a night service, I realized that I might be really stupidly dangerous.
While we were kneeling in front of the altar, I was trying to adjust
my
cassock to hang more loosely, so that my hard on wouldn?t literally
be
straining to break through the material. As I felt the hem on my ankle
socks, it came to me that my back was toward the congregation and that
there was a very high probablity that if I moved wrong, it would be
seen
that I didn?t have any pants on. I had to be extremely carelful
kneeling down and standing up.....
I stopped that trick, but one last time, a few years later, I tried
it
when I was the crucifer - he?s the guy that leads the procession and
carries the cross. He had his own little booth next to the choir where
he sat during most of the service. Just once, I went naked under my
long white cassock and when I realized that nobody could see me beneath
my shoulders in the booth I was in, I tried the grand perversion. I
unbuttoned the lower part of my cassock and started gently massaging
my
naked cock. I cheerfully masturbated away while, on the other side of
the wooden partition was the choir. I could look into the eyes of a
girl about my age next to me, about three feet away. I orgasmed while
they were singing, so that my flushed and turned on face wouldn?t be
so
obvious. It was mind blowing - spurting cum onto my naked thighs
surrounded by people. It was almost a religious experience.
The perverted danger of it all turned me on.
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